Self portrait (Taken with instagram)

I’m tired of disliking the way I look and feel about my body. Monday, I’m starting my Jilian Michael’s Body Revolution. The workouts are only 30 minutes so I’ll have no excuse not to do them. Six days a week, getting my ass in gear. I don’t feel “fat” but I’m not happy with the flab I have. Yes, I’m a size six, but I want to be a better size six. I want a totally flat tummy and I want my curves. I just want to feel happy in my body. I get a little closer every day and that is the important thing. I’ve always been muscular so being a size 2 will make me look emaciated. I carry too much muscle for that to be an option. This I’ve come to terms with. I want to be tighter. That’s all. I can do it. I will do it. For me.